to the person I’m naming my son after,
thank you for all the motivations, time, the questions you put in my heart and the answers you give to my brain and the happiness you give me. I don’t think I could ever repay you.
and for the time being, please don’t blame yourself for things that happened, blame me, blame the unmatched color of my shirt and my veil, blame whatever but not yourself, okay? you have no idea how much you’ve helped me in ways I never thought possible and seeing you blaming yourself for a thing that is already over is an irony I wish will soon end and to never appear again. fighting! I know you will win lots of things in life, don’t ask me how, I just knew.
I’m praying for you.
you know who you are.